the dawn :)

i woke up 4:00 am feelin empty...turn on laptop and listen to some acoustic music... i remember yesterday was the start of being me again,, hmmnn as what i have posted on my facebooks wall that im opening my heart to love again:).. i will let love into my life! haha so stupid getting caught up in fairy tales like looking for a prince lols:DD who would have think about it at my age now,,yesss kids do haha but im already in young adult stage:)
yeah you'll never find a prince :)... just be open to love,,knowing that there's no perfect relationship:) yeah i have fallen so may times tsskkk! but this last was the worst that it hurts me too much! i still believe that happy endings exist..everybody experienced what i have experience, yeah i got my heart broke..not only me but all does,,we all do :) right? just believe,,believe that someday i will be like the ending of some fairytales stating that "happily ever after" i know i will ...:)) just gonna turn the pages now, and start again a new chapter...hmmnnn feelin sleepy again hehehe,, :Zzzzzz....


this music makes me feel sleepy hehe got to take a nap again mwuaahh :)

back for so long...

blogging again :)

yeah...im back again here and blogging!! i was gone for almost 2 years time, been busy with nonsense things that just leads and gives me nothing but pain,troubles,tears and bad luck:/
well enough of that stuff again...so here i'am again tryin to get back and put myself back..

i was just lying down in cradle,and something comes up to my mind...so i came here again refreshing my bloggers page which i have abandoned for a years:(( im sorry for that, but im going to make it up haha :D...

so lets bring it on now 2012 :))

its a brand new,better me----guaranteed :DD haha


thats all for now, i'll be back later on,,got so many things to blogs hehe

me just me and me..

All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone else appears to have been born with: that I am nobody but myself.

“Be yourself” is about the worst advice you can give some people.Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don’t matter and those who matter don’t mind. as what i have read to the book of dr.suees

To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting.

oh what a day....

hmmnnn kinda noisy here... very tiring yet im enjoying and having fun with some people here!
having good food,drinks and friends around! im just sitting here creating my new blog while they are enjoying the songs and games. its a my brother's co-nurse bday and they are celebrating here in our home....
my little cutie is enjoying the company too hehe! its getting dark and they are getting crazy too haha
thats the alcohols effect! nyaaaaaahhh! anyways im starving na hehehe!
la pa ma-post na iba hehehe

wow im starting my blogs hehehe!!! i dont what should i post now... my mind is blank:|. its cold and i think that my mind is frozen too haha! well anyway someone special told me to create a blog... where i could put all i want to say and all thats on my mind...all i feel and etc...though its sad,happy or just like now i dont know what to write hehehehe!!! hmmmnnnn till here na lang muna kinda sleepy ei :Zzzzzzzzz... mwuuaaah